primordial self
I'm feeling like myself again. My real self. The one that I haven't seen or heard from since 2005. The ashe self. The warrior self. The confident sit down on the fucking cushion and just fucking face reality self. The "I can do anything" self. The blessed self.
The imposter self just tried to sneak in and tell me that I'm a blathering idiot but I sent her on her way, explaining to her that idiocy is allowed in this forum. Self loathing, however, is not. Not today, anyway.
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wow. that's good stuff. I like all of your selves (that came out wrong, but you know what I mean).
Posted by: zenchick | September 21, 2007 10:30 PM
I like that self which was so evident in 2005 ... I remember all too well how attached to you I became back then.
It sounds like you have been on a diversion and found your way back to you and to the path. If that is the case then welcome home ;)
Matthew
Posted by: The Irreverent Buddhist | October 2, 2007 01:19 PM