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Padma and I are finally over.  He has decided that family life isn't for him after all, and things haven't been working for either of us for quite some time.  I just didn't want to give up, you know?  I wanted to believe that I could be the girl that has the life with the happy ending.  I wanted to believe that our amazing connection was real and was convincing myself that it could only have been real if it could last.  However, it was real and it didn't last so that's that.  I think that I worked harder at that relationship than any other thing I've ever worked at and I sort of let it destroy my life.  When will I accept that life doesn't grade on effort?

Time to pick up, dust off, and start over. 

Posted by the girl on March 15, 2007 05:45 AM |

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{{{hugs}}} my dear.

Posted by: marachet [TypeKey Profile Page] | March 15, 2007 07:09 AM

" I wanted to believe that I could be the girl that has the life with the happy ending."
You still may be.
Either way, you are a great warrior.
{hugs}

Posted by: zenchick [TypeKey Profile Page] | March 16, 2007 07:43 PM

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