fantasies and daydreams
I will daydream about the future with Nyima and Miss S, sometimes making these fantasies practical and therefore within the realm of possibility while other times allowing them to be farfetched. I love them for this because sometimes I need to dream. Sometimes these dreams are so that I can escape the reality I am afraid of, but other times these daydreams simply allow me to identify my intentions for my life: Where do I want to go and who do I want to be there when I arrive?